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Friday, October 19, 2007

Do I have to be like them

I'm an ordinary man with ordinary thoughts and feelings and I have always had the feeling from inside that I'm an entrepreneur that wants to make my own living in the freedom of my own responsibilities.

I past through my childhood and by the time I was on my way to turn 19 teen I had made up my mind that I would earn my first million before I was 30, I had millions of ides of how to accomplish it, but I was so confused of how to do it, not because of technical skills for those I knew, that I could endure when ever I needed them, but because I could not associate with the plutocratic leader of capital, for I never saw anyone that I could associate with, anyone that was looking for a long lasting and sustainable future for as many people as possible, I never saw anyone that took care of there surrounding, neither personally or environmentally, I only saw use and abuse in one form or an other, light humanitarian abuse where the leaders conscious at least tried not to abuse, to the complete destruction of souls were I saw only pure ego driven greed.

So I felt that I could not be a part of that, for I have always believed that we are as a big part of this planet as anything, but we have been given the power to choose our own destiny and with this blessing some fundamental responsibilities comes along and we know them if we listen to our hart and soul.

So there I stood and wondered what to do and how to do it, for with out any directions and guidance from a role model or a mentor that could be followed, any journey would be very hard to accomplish and if you feel that you want to be a part of change the world for the better of all living the mountain ahead of you seems gigantic.

For in to days world you have many scholars and philosophers that give a different view of how everything could or should be if we made things their way, and when you stand there alone and don't know what to do, it seem very confusing with so many different ways and possibilities of how to live a good life or how to just stay in the rat-race as a good product producer for the big task masters of economy.